haiz...saw mii msn nick?
>>[[Xu3tInG]]<]"//perplexed\\''[[ wonder how ter continue mii life {=wishes=} tym machinetts exactly how i am feelin now...haiz...no one tels me...but i just simply feel it...
its not great hvin diz premonition....
i felt so outcasted[in mii heart]....
i felt bein hated....
i dunno y....
i m confused....
perplexed...//sad//....//sobx//tot of transferrin sch....
but...??
i dunno...
aside from mii probs...i still hv mii gd fwens...
if i transfer...it wil not b fair fer me n dem....
i tink i just hv ter put tt aside from mii mind...
hope i was just bein over worryin...
i didn noe...
god...plz tel me it isn true...
plz...
i realli hope mii life wil b bac...
lyk it used to b in da past....
havin true fwens.....
in fact havin da whole class as ya best fwens...
its almost lidat fer me in mii pri sch....
if diz can haben here......
in mii sec life...in 1/5...
life wil b perfect fer me....
haiz......i wanted to brush everythin aside...
dun even care if ppl hate me or wadeva.....
but i simply cant....
i feel guilty....
i wonder wad i did wrong....
i wonder y dey simply hates me...
i dunno....
if i noe....i wil not b hated...of cuz...
the fact ish i dunno wad went wrong fer me....
wad did i do wrong guys?
y dun u just tel me....
wil u feel beta scoldin me?
wil u feel beta tokin bhind mii bac?
u won..cuz no changes wil b made 2 it....
y dun u just tel me wad u so bu shuang bout me?
i wil change if it was realli mii fault....
hope its a deal fer u n me....
it isn gd scoldin n cursin ppl behind their bac...
no matter me or others....
i dunno hu u r....
just 1 thin'....it isn gd ter bear grudges...
tts mii principle of life....
unless exception....
nth much ter continue........
no mood ter continue....
2:03 PM
(SALVATION)