nth beta 2dae ..
he is stil feelin so down .. so hopeless ..
nth ii said goes into his head ..
i admit i dun understand wad he is feelin now ..
from da first conversation to da last one ..
he has been beratin himself .. lookin down on himself ..
i feel to b such a nuisance to him ..
naggin n naggin ..
ii m realli afraid dat he is thinkin diz wae ..
i din dare to talk to euu ..
ii m afraid euu wil find me iritatin ..
bt ii m worried sick bout euu .. ni hope euu can feel it ..
ii m willin to lend euu mii ears ..
bt wil euu mind dem?
i dun dare to even msg euu ..
waitin fer euu to do so ..
ii m sure euu wil nt get to read diz post ..
i hope euu can read mii heart through urs ..
dat i wil b waitin ..
verii troubled miiself ..
din wanna talk to anione ..
except fer euu ..
ii m waitin ..
other den euu ..
i hope everyone else can leave me alone ..
ii noe diz is selfish ..
bt .. i dunno ..
ii m a distraught gurl rite now ..
nth .. except a smile from euu ..
could cheer me up ..
i wil b waitin ..
7:41 PM
(SALVATION)