okies .. 160507 ish a disastrous dae ..
first tym i hv been tramautized .. real sadd ..
mii result ... esp chi sux ..
on da verge of failin? wad kinda result ish diz?
i cant n i nvr expect it .. nvr
i cant stand miiself ..
tried to cheer up .. aft gettin bac result ..
its vague ..
durin trg .. tried to put on a happie front ..
dun wanna spoil everybodie mood ..
yeppx i think i did it ..
but .. no one wil understand how i feel .. no one ...
success aft failure .. ish a contentment ..
failure aft succeses ..
it feel lyk ish da end of da world ..
on da verge of breakin down bt i refrain miiself to ..
mayb sum wil tink aft ol da result ish okies ..
i m nt tryin to b saddistic ..
ii m just wae below mii own expectation ..
i guess nth can cheer me up ..
da onli thing i can do now ish to defeat miiself ..
i hv to ..
darlin ii m sorrie i let euu down ..ii m realli sorrie ..bt i wanna euu to noe dat ii lurve euu alotalotalot ...
8:53 PM
(SALVATION)