its been a few daes since i ever blog ..
diz few daes aren great though ..
hai ..
so mani things happenin ..
the most saddenin thing is the hopeless fwenship ..i hv tried so much .. hopin to recover diz fwenship ..bt it doesn seem effective ..everytym we mit .. eu wil talk to me .. n i tot everythin is okie ..however the next dae ..i wil hear ppl tellin me euu badmouthin me?euu said i changed ..euu said euu used to love me ..bt now i do diz to eu ..wad did i do?eu noe i din lyk the guy .. euu noe i din wanna reply him ..euu told him to do back to me?wad kinda fwen is diz?euu said euu wanna kill me out in inter hse?do eu stil treat me as a fwen?hu is the one changin?eu may think dat we r blamin eu?or mayb eu r blamin us?euu r so two-sided .. how do eu expect me to trust eu as b4 ..in front of me .. eu treat as if nth hapen ..euu laugh .. euu talk .. just lyk normal ..once we leave one another ..euu started badmouthin me?we asked so mani knowlegeble adults fer hlp ..we tried ol .. bt dey dun seem to work on eu at ol ..wad can i do? pls tel me ..i confronted euu personally .. ya .. euu told me wad happen ..ya .. den i tot everythin will b okie ..bt the next dae ..eu actualli mention such a harsh comment ..i dun wanna sae ..eu shld noe ..can eu nt b so selfish?do eu noe how much tears me yeeling n gwenn hv shed for diz?do eu noe?do eu noe how sad we r?2dae .. ytd .. the dae b4 ..everydae we r talkin bout eu ..wad cause eu to b lidat?do eu noe dat eu r nt at ol trustworthy to us animore?we cant tel eu anithin ..we cant even do anithin ..bcuz we cant trust euu at ol ..we cant ..im realli disappointed ..its been lyk a yr or more long fwenship ..its hard to accept .. however ..EUU .. hv made us to give up ..nvr gonna b sad ..nvr gonna care bout diz ANYMORE
9:08 PM
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